Bismillah alhamdulillah. Tonight, i’m alone. Nobody at home. Huh, so bored but not bad. Alhamdulillah. I’m okay. Yesterday, i slept in my member’s house. May be… a a a what people said? ‘hilangkan tension’. Maybelah. Final exam are finished. So, just take a time to nuetral my head.Todays with my friends, we maked a ‘karipap’. Heh, i just looked but i helped them. I fried it. So ……..delicious. When remember it, aduhaiiii …… i miss my ‘kampung’ exspecially my parents, Ohh.. mak, abah, ela, eli and arip. I miss u all. Wait for come back your daughters. Oh no ! i’m not ready. Many things i can’t settle and the fisrt things is my ‘ilmu’. How can i force my ‘orang kampung’ like this. One person who’s nothing to present for my ‘orang kampung’. Be a ‘imam masjid’ ? oh if see now, i’m not qualified. Be a ‘ustaz’. Wheres the ‘ilmu’ ? Then, what i will do, just like ‘katak bawah tempurung’. No, no, no. Yes, thats the problem. I wanna be at here, for a long time again. Not till die. i mean maybe one years. But, wheres i can get the ‘fulus’? I’m not confident about my parents, are they give e a permition or not. What can i do for it, pray for my dreams, hope Allah The Almighty will help me. ‘ameen ya rabb’. Anyways, hopefully my life will be okay forever and ever till i back to God of The Creator with peace and happiness. ‘Ameen’.